Thursday, July 25, 2024

"Pearl the Wonder Girl" is Now Available! (wow...)

 Ok folks, drum roll please......."Pearl the Wonder Girl" is now available exclusively at Lulu.com. Here is the link:

https://www.lulu.com/shop/pearl-rollings-and-james-landers/pearl-the-wonder-girl/hardcover/product-zmk52q7.html?q=Pearl+the+Wonder+Girl&page=1&pageSize=4

In case you've missed the last several blogs, this is my new book, co-authored by my friend Pearl, on whose childhood stories it is based. She provided the book's foundation and I put it all together and added the weirdness, of which there is plenty. It's a heck of a good story.

For now, the book is only available at the Lulu bookstore. You can either go to Lulu.com and search "Pearl the Wonder Girl" or copy and paste the above link. In due time, I will make it available for global distribution, through Lulu's publishing services. At that point, it will be available on Amazon and other sites, and after that, at some point (probably at least six months from now) the paperback version will be made available with a different but equally beautiful cover. But this is the "soft launch", for my blog readers. Feel free to mention it to friends, family members, or your dog, cat or kangaroo. I will also post an announcement soon on Facebook.

Happy reading.  :)

(back soon with the regular blog)

Friday, July 19, 2024

July 19, 2024

 Howdy folks. I don't have much to say about the circus of the past week except to comment that, as usual, there is a lot to be suspicious about. If anyone should know that, it's me, the subject of the biggest and most successful cover-up in American history. Besides the Trump Photo-Op, however, what's really upsetting is the continued call for Biden to step down. I will never support Adam Schiff again, whose commitee was completely ineffective in convicting Trump of anything. If Pelosi was my representative, I wouldn't vote for her either, and if they do succeed in ousting Joe, I will be sitting out this election and I am sure many other Democrats will, too. In fact, if they get rid of Joe Biden I will probably un-register from the Democratic Party.

Again, I would ask all these clowns...who do you suggest as a replacement? Kamala Harris? Really?

Now, I don't dislike Harris. I don't think she's as dumb as she initially came off, but she is not Presidential material. Not even close. If you want Trump to win, pick her. Who else ya got, Mr. Schiff? Nobody? Yeah, that's what I thought. So sit down and shut up. You couldn't stop Trump with all your impeachments and commitees, and now you want to replace the only guy who's ever stopped him with an unpopular VP who has zero gravitas. Good Lord, I can't stand these people. Them and their corporate media accomplices.

May God Bless America. I don't have a Monty movie for you but I do have "Johnny Tremain"(1957). Have you ever seen it? If not, you've no doubt heard the name, if not from the movie then from the famous book. The movie was one of Walt Disney's historical classics, and I think I may have seen it in grade school as a "study film" for American history. This time around, I was alerted to it after seeing Richard Beymer in our last film, "Terminal Station". In looking up his IMDB stats, I saw he was in "Johnny Tremain" just four years later, as a very tall 19 year old playing a Boston revolutionary. I remembered the title of the film and thought, "what better time for a movie about American history, especially one made by Disney and co-starring Richard Beymer," and I was right on all counts. Man, I would love for people to see this instead of the BS on the news and the Repub convention. How about something of value for a change? Hal Stalmaster (the brother of legendary casting director Lynn) stars as the fifteen year old Johnny, who in 1773 works as an apprentice silversmith for his grandfather. When his hand is injured in a smelting accident, he has to find another means of support and is encouraged by "Rab Silsbee" (Beymer), the assistant to silversmith Paul Revere, to join the cause of The Boston Observers, a secret resistance group intent on defying the Redcoats. They speak in code and print up surreptitious flyers annoucing meetings in the upstairs loft of Sam Adams' house. (On a side note, I wonder where he brews the beer?) Johnny, an eager patriot, is given the job of blowing the whistle annoucing Paul Revere's legendary midnight ride, and you get goosebumps watching because it's as if you are there, a witness to the founding of our country, and you are also there for the Boston Tea Party. Before that, Johnny - non-political at first - tries to align himself with the wealthy Mr. Lyte, a British-loyal landlord who owns the building Johnny's grandfather lives and works in. He tells Lyte he's a blood relative, showing him a silver chalice given to him by his late mother that proves it. Lyte, a scoundrel, has Johnny arrested and prosecuted for this, claiming theft and fraud, and asks for the death penalty. Basically, Johnny is saying he's an illegitimate son of Lyte (played by a beardless Sebastian Cabot who resembles Jon Lovitz). Lyte persecutes him until he is rescued by Rab and the Observers who start planning their resistance. It all comes to a head at Lexington Concord when a shot is fired by an unseen gunman. The dialogue ("who cares who fired it?") could be applied to this week's false flag Trump photo-op, and did you see his ultra-creepy posing next to the firefighter's uniform representing the man who was killed in the "assassination attempt"?  If you can find a clip of it (from the RNC), look at the expression on his face.

So yeah, I'll take Walt Disney and Johnny Tremain over the BS that is America these days. If the Democratic traitors are successful in kicking Biden out, I will quit the Democratic Party and won't vote for whoever they choose to replace him.

I'm done, folks. If you want to continue to believe in Adam Schiff and Anderson Cooper and George Clooney and all of these effing a-holes, and especially Nancy Pelosi, then good for you. Me? I'm all done, and I was really done a long time ago, after Obama shafted Hillary in the 2008 primary. Now it seems he's leading the charge, from behind the scenes, to oust his former VP.

When you pick on an elderly person, you are on my shitlist. Fuck you, Adam Schiff. And again, Kamala Harris is your choice as a replacement? And they say this with a straight face. She, of all people - not Newsom, not Hillary (well, the Dems don't have many possibilities) - she is the one to beat Trump? Hey folks, news flash: nobody even voted for her! It was Biden who picked her. The Democratic voters voted for Joe Biden. Name me one person who voted blue because she was on the ticket. 1500 Black women just signed a petition for Joe to stay on. Kamala Harris is a lightweight to put it mildly. She got her start because of a liason with Willie Brown. For a long time I didn't think she had two brain cells to rub together and I'm still not far from that assessment. And suddenly, according to Schiff and his shot-caller Pelosi, she's not only a popular VP (haha) but the person to replace Biden and beat Trump.

That's why I'm gonna quit the party. I have effing had it, and if you are in Schiff's district I urge you to vote him out. He was 100% unsuccessful against Trump. So was Pelosi. Only Joe Biden ever beat him, and that's the guy they want to get rid of. I say we get rid of all the traitors instead. Vote every one of them out, and boycott Hollywood movies.

Current ones, of course, not the classics. 

Thank God for Walt Disney. Wednesday (July 17th) was the 69th birthday of Disneyland, making it one of the most important days in American history. 

Well anyhow, I am currently on a Big Big Train binge, probably nudged in that direction by Pat (thanks, buddy). In the last few days, I've listened to almost everything they've put out in their 30 year career. I had no idea they'd been around so long, since 1994. They have fifteen studio albums, and right now, my favorites are the middle ones, starting with "The Difference Machine" in 2007. I also like "The Underfall Yard"(2009, mentioned in the last blog), and the epic "English Electric Part One"(2012). It's successor, "English Electric Part Two"(2013) has one major opus, the fifteen-minute "East Coast Racer", but it is at this point that the band start to descend - just a tad - into what I will call Coldplay-ism, where everything starts to sound a little samey in a big wash of over-vocalised emoting. The melodies become less daring, more predictable. This is not a knock on Coldplay (oh hell, maybe it is), and I've seen Marillion accused of this, too. But anyhow, starting with English Electric Part Two, I like about 60% of that album, and then about half of the two that followed: "Grimspound" and "Folklore". After that, it's hit-and-miss. Oh, and their second album "English Boy Wonders"(1995) is a gem, also, but with shorter songs, a different singer and a harder edged, guitar-based sound. All told, if you take the middle albums and cherry-pick the good stuff on the later ones, they have hours of great material, and the more I listen to them, the more I hear an original sound. They even use a brass section on occasion and have a top-shelf drummer in Nick D'Virgilio.

So yeah, if you are a progressive rock fan and you've not yet heard BBT, check them out, and start with the compilation album "Ingenious Devices", which is comprised of four or five of their classic, long-range epics.

That's all for today. I'm still waiting on my latest proof copy of "Pearl the Wonder Girl". It should be here any day, and I practically guarantee I'll have it by the next blog, after which I can provide the purchase link if everything looks good. Sorry for the delay and thanks for hanging in there. God Bless America. Stay tuned.

Friday, July 12, 2024

July 12, 2024

 Hi folks. Before we get started, I want to re-post the link for my "Pearl the Wonder Girl" Facebook page, which I added to the last blog a bit late, after it was already published. So, just in case you missed it, here it is:

 https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61561883829130

You'll have to copy and paste it. The page is a work in progress, it doesn't have much content yet but you can see a few of the various book covers I created for the final product. I will develop the page further when the book is released for sale, which will happen as soon as I get my latest proof copy in the mail (the one with the reconfigured cover). Anyway, check out the FB page and you will see the various cover designs. The book should be out very soon, and I forgot to mention that it's 442 pages long. You'll definitely get your money's worth.

Well, did you see Biden's press conference? I thought he did great, but the media aren't going to let up because they want Trump to win, just like they wanted him to win in 2016, when he got 99% of the coverage (especially on CNN) and Hillary got nothing. And you know something else? F**k George Clooney. Who the hell is he? An actor, and (as Trump said) a TV actor who never did well in movies. So eff him. What an entitled blowhard. And to hell with all these traitorous Democrat Senators, but especially the media pundits who are stirring the pot because they want another Trump circus so they'll have plenty to talk about for four years. Trump equals big ratings for them. Good Lord are they scum (except Lawrence O'Donnell). Here's what's gonna happen, folks. Biden is gonna win again. Trump is going down the tubes, and this time he'll never come back. He's gonna end up in prison, despite the best efforts of his bimbo "judge" Aileen Cannon (check out her bimbo pictures with her crooked hubby Josh Lorence). As if Trump would know any woman who wasn't a bimbo. Good grief.

I have a new Montgomery Clift film for you: "Terminal Station"(1953), an Italian/American co-production directed by Vittorio De Sica and co-starring Jennifer Jones, who was married to the film's American producer David O. Selznick. The alternate U.S. title was "Indiscretion of an American Wife" and there are two different cuts, one running just 64 minutes (Selznick's), the other 88. Watch the 88 minute one, available in an excellent Kino Lorber print on Youtube. Shot on location in Rome's Stazioni Termini, the story plays in real time, as Jones, a married American woman ostensibly visiting her expatriate sister, hesitates before knocking on an apartment door, then hurredly walks away to the train station (very modern looking, all glass and curved steel). She's nervous and seems torn, as she enquires about the next train to Paris, between leaving and staying in Rome. In a room off the lobby, she tries writing a telegram to a lover, but she can't get the right words on paper and keeps crossing out her message. Finally, she makes a pay phone call to her sister, who isn't home. But her nephew is on the line, and Jones has him pack her a suitcase. "Take a taxi to the station," she implores him, "and hurry. My train leaves at 7:15."

But Monty gets there first. He plays "Giovanni", the man she's been having an affair with. He was expecting her at his apartment, but she bailed out before knocking, as we saw in the opening scene. Firguring correctly that she was going to leave the country without saying goodbye, he confronts her and she melts. And for the next 80 minutes, the movie is a back-and-forth conversation, in various milieus around the train station, about whether she is going to stay in Italy with Monty or return to Philadelphia to her steady-but-boring husband, (translation: doting, too nice, unsexy), with whom she has one child. 

As written by Truman Capote, there is no real reason for this affair except lust and mutual attraction between two very good looking people. Cheapness, in other words. De Sica jumps on this moral lapse by populating the movie with an almost constant parade of quirky male characters, who peer and rubberneck at the couple in the very public setting of the train station. These spectators seem to know the tense twosome are having an affair, and they want to be in on the spectacle, peering through the keyhole as it were, while simultaneously approving or disapproving via gestures and facial expressions. De Sica's point, which Monty reitereates, is that men run Italy. Just ask that crazy broad who killed her roommate.

Jones' nephew is played by the great Richard Beymer of "West Side Story" and "Twin Peaks" fame. He has had a seven decade career but is fifteen here - tall and handsome, but still a kid - and he very clearly has a crush on his stunningly beautiful Aunt, whose rescue he comes to when he sees Monty slap her. He doesn't trust Monty from the moment he sees him, and Monty wears an unfriendly scowl throughout their introduction. All he wants is Jennifer Jones, no kids please, no excess baggage. He even tells her, "I don't want to hear anymore about your family." If they hadn't cast Mongomery Clift as "Giovanni", the character would be entirely unsympathetic, wanting this foolish woman to leave her family after a weeks-long fling in a foreign country on a whim. She even says, "I just thought I'd have a little adventure." But Monty doesn't see it that way and lets her know it. He's in love, Italian style, where what a man says, goes. But nephew Beymer keeps turning up: around corners, near the gift shop gift, in front of the police station, because he knows Monty is up to no good. Again, this is a real-time "conversation" movie like the "Sunset/Sunrise" pictures of Richard Linklater. The difference is that this movie is more romantically tragic. 

The acting is tremendous. Jones uses a lot of facial tics and eye movements, but those only add to her considerable allure. She is my favorite actress (tied with Gene Tierney) ever since I saw her in "Portrait of Jennie". Both ladies, in their roles, get to the bottom of the human heart, and both suffered from mental illness in real life. As great as Monty is, he's second banana to Jones here, playing a hard-guy macho male, a chauvinist who cares for nothing except what he wants. He even says to her, early on, "You think I don't know what it is to want?" This is in response to her agonising over whether to leave her husband and daughter for a man she hardly knows but who has apparently lit her fire, big time. She has broached the subject by suggesting that Monty, being single, can't possibly know what it's like to be trapped in an unfulfilling marriage. "You don't know what it is to want," she tells him, meaning romance, and Monty shuts her down by overriding her, because he wants lust: "Oh yeah? I don't know what it is to want, eh?" 

The couple end up attracting the attention of the police (I won't tell you why), and the plot turns at this point. Make sure you watch the 88 minute version so you'll see everything that leads up to this. I have the movie on DVD, which has both versions and I've seen both several times. Selznick's version is the short one, with the extraneous stuff cut out. But De Sica added it for a reason. You'll see what it is, a segment providing perspective for Jones that acts as a moral compass.

Anyhow, it's a 10/10 classic. You can't do better than Montgomery Clift and Jennifer Jones. This brings us up to ten Monty movies now, with seven more to go. Which one should we watch next? Maybe "Suddenly, Last Summer"...

My music this week has included Steve Hackett's, "The Circus and the Nightwhale", an old-fashioned "concept" album from the Genesis guitar master, whose playing is prominent and outstanding throughout. I have had a recent re-immersion in Hackett's music, or perhaps a first-time immersion, as I never got past "Spectral Mornings" the first time around. It turns out he's more of a hard rocker than I ever realized. He got shut out of Genesis as a composer, and has an ideosyncratic playing style that includes shred techniques and all kinds of electronics. If you like progressive music, it's alive and well in records like this one. I am also listening to "The Underfall Yard" by England's Big Big Train, yet another band introduced to me by Pat. BBT have elements of Genesis and Marillion in their sound, but make it their own with a more symphonic approach than those bands. Give 'em a listen.

Last night I watched a classic episode of "Way Out". Remember that show? I told you about it a couple months ago, it's a suspense anthology of the type that was popular in the early 60s, hosted by Roald Dahl, and anyway, this episode is called "The Croaker", starring John McGiver as a mad scientist who turns people into frogs. When you see him, you'll remember McGiver as "Lord Beasley" from Gilligan's Island. The episode also features Richard "John Boy" Thomas as McGiver's bratty, blackmailing 12-year-old neighbor. This one is an absolute must see, lol. Check it out on Youtube.

And that's about all for today. Work continues on My Other Book, which was essentially finished until I underwent the Truth Revolution that changed my life earlier this year. I learned so much during that experience, including the fact that The 1989 Event lasted all Summer and not a mere 12 days as I had previously thought. But I also learned of incidents that happened in 2009 and possibly 2010, mindboggling truths that I must now incorporate into the book. The trick is to insert these additions seamlessly, so as not to disturb the flow of the already finished product. And in addition to that, I have already compiled a massive 270,000 words for the new, all-encompassing version of 1989, which I predict will become a five book series, each one 500 pages long. Stay tuned, and don't take any wooden nickels in the meantime.

Saturday, July 6, 2024

July 6, 2024 (Book News)

 Howdy, folks. I'm sure you all saw last night's Biden interview with George Stephanopoulos. I thought he did fine, and yet the pundits and some Democratic politicians are still yapping. If he loses the election, it won't be his fault but the Dems who won't stop calling for his head. Listen: do you ever see the Repubs break ranks? Even with Trump being a rapist and a convicted felon who tried to overthrow America, and also the biggest a-hole in American history? No, you don't. Republicans stick together, even nice guy Mike Johnson toes the line. But Dems? Nope. They whine like the namby-pamby wimps they are, which is one reason I can't stand most of them. And the whiners are the ones who wanted Bernie Sanders last time, they're all a bunch of commies who see this as their chance to get rid of Joe. I saw one op-ed on CNN or MSNBC that proposed a ticket of Harris and Whitmer and said it could beat Trump. To even write that with a straight face shows you where these people are at. Biden had a good rally yesterday in Wisconsin, and as he said in the interview, he knows how to do the job, so stop focusing on his communication skills (which are very good for a man with a stutter in the early stages of dementia) and start focusing on the fact that if you kick Joe off the ticket, Trump wins. End of story. I mean, seriously...Kamala Harris is going to defeat Donald Trump? What planet are you living on? Time to get real, Democrats.

Well, anyhow...

Happy July. Did you have a nice Fourth? I spent the afternoon listening to Soundgarden's "Superunknown" and "Jar of Flies" by Alice in Chains, two of the greatest albums ever made, both released in the watershed year of 1994. I found a PDF of an amazing, rare book called "The Ringmakers of Saturn" by Norman Bergrun, which has photos of enormous spaceships lurking within the Saturnian Rings. Bergrun was a highly regarded aerospace engineer, so - as always - don't laugh, just read the book (and look at the pictures). However, you'll probably have to use the online PDF (Google the title) because a hard copy of the book is difficult to find. 

I also had a nice CSUN walk, down to the Turtle Pond, then back up to Maple Hall to visit my feline friend Einstein, who was chillin' in the shade on a very hot afternoon. That night, I drove to my parking spot at Nashville Avenue and Key West Street in Porter Ranch, then walked almost a mile and a half to Shepherd of the Hills Church for their awesome fireworks show, the best you will ever see (tied with Disneyland). Pastor Dudley hosted the proceedings. It was my first 4th of July at the church since 2019, pre-pandemic.  

And, it's been quite a week...(drum roll please)...On Monday, the proof copy of my book arrived in the mail, and while it had a design flaw (a white border around the cover due to incorrect image sizing on my part), it looks fantastic nonetheless. I have already re-sized the cover and ordered another proof copy, which I should receive soon, but it already looks like a "bookstore book" and I am over the moon with the result. It is so great to read the words in print, on paper, between covers in an actual book. I began work on it around Valentine's Day 2022, so it has taken almost 2 1/2 years, but boy has it been a joyous experience! I can't wait for people to read it. Who will be the first? 

I guess I can now tell you the title. It's called "Pearl the Wonder Girl", and it's the story of a 13-year-old girl named Pearl who believes in magic, so magic happens to her. The book is based on the stories and anecdotes my friend and godmother Pearl told me during the years I was her caregiver. She loved to tell me about her childhood, and one day in February 2022, when I had finished the first draft of the other book I am working on, I was sitting around musing and a phrase came into my head: "Pearl the Wonder Girl". That was Pearl's pet nickname for herself, or at least it may have been in adolescence, because she would say it on rare occasions to no one in particular, when I was the only one around. We'd be out walking or just sitting in her house, and she'd say, "Pearl, Pearl the Wonder Girl", in a rhythm that suggested a jump-rope rhyme. I never asked her about it, but I figured it was her nickname, maybe in junior high or high school. And as I continued to muse, that day in February 2022, I thought, "Y'know...that'd be a great title for a book," and I began writing it shortly thereafter. Actually, I should say that we began writing it, because it was based on Pearl's stories, (which I had memorised), and it felt like she was with me every step of the way. In fact, I have given her a co-writing credit on the front cover. We are co-authors, and in a sense, it feels like the book was channeled. I can remember taking my CSUN walks at night that Winter and trying to think of as many Pearl Stories as I could. I came up with about ten, plus five or six memorable anecdotes. Then I said, "Okay, Pearl. From these we will build our book." I didn't have any idea how we'd link the stories (most of which were brief), or how the book would fill out, but imagination was the name of the game and we gave it a whirl, and now here we are. 

For a time, I had a question about the title. I wondered if I should I use two "Pearl"s, as she used in her own recitation of the rhyme ("Pearl, Pearl the Wonder Girl") or if I should just use one. In the end, I went with one, figuring it would look better on a book cover, so "Pearl the Wonder Girl" it was. We began with a single sentence of just four words, "Pearl the Wonder Girl paused". That sentence went through some modification and became longer...

...and, as noted, the rest of the book just kind of channeled itself. It's fun, it's weird, it's heartfelt, and it's magical.

Here's the tagline: "She believes in magic, so magic happens to her."

The story begins in the Summer of 1938, in Pearl's hometown of Mankato, Minnesota, when she is 13 going on 14. One day, while reading (her favorite pastime, besides riding her bike), she has a daydream in which she is visited by a special Fairie. Her Summer (and her life) changes after that, and that is all I will reveal, except to say that the story also features her family members (five siblings, her parents and grandmother), as well as several very interesting characters who seem to have either supernatural powers or strange backstories. She also has a very special best friend. And, if you like Halloween, the book has an epic Halloween tale that could be considered the book's centerpiece. I love this book, and I feel it is a blessing, gifted to me by Pearl. I loved being her caregiver. As I've said previously, it's an unusual book, featuring sections of what you might call "streams-of-consciousness." It's non-linear in places, and sometimes seems to go off-the-rails, but there's always a cohesive storyline that holds the whole thing together, and it's a lot of fun. So there you have it: "Pearl the Wonder Girl". She believes in magic, so magic happens to her. I know I said I would have a purchase link for you, but there will be a slight delay of a couple more weeks until I receive my latest proof copy with the revised cover. Then we'll be good to go. I'll keep you updated, and in the meantime I'm working on a Facebook page...

July 7 edit: here is a link to see the FB page in progress, including book covers -

https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=122102897570396127&set=a.122101862642396127

My music for the last few days has included: "The Harmony Codex" by Steven Wilson, "Blue Angel" by The Strawbs, George Harrison's final album "Brainwashed", and "Past, Present and Future" by Al Stewart. I don't have a Montgomery Clift movie for you this time, but I did see "A Quiet Place: Day One" last Tuesday and thought it was very good, though more like an apocalyptic Zombie movie ala "28 Days" than the previous two "Quiet Place" films, which were much more suspenseful and story-driven. This one is a pure action flick, a straightforward sci-fi monster movie with good acting by the leads and a very cool cat. I give it two thumbs up.

And that's all for now. A shorter blog than usual, but we'll have more movies next time, more news about "Pearl the Wonder Girl", and hopefully some good news for Joe Biden (and bad news for Trump). Stay tuned.

Sunday, June 30, 2024

June 30, 2024

 Howdy folks. Well, what'd you think? I realize the debate is old news by now, and there isn't much I can add to what's been said, but my first reaction - when it ended - was that I was shocked, not by Biden's performance but by the attitudes of all the TV pundits. Everyone on MSNBC was freaking out and I thought, "what's the big deal"? Everybody knew Joe has some degree of dementia (and many know he's had a lifelong stutter), and having been a dementia caregiver, I thought his delivery was about what was to be expected.

Beyond that, I didn't think it was all that bad. I saw these people on TV absolutely losing it, and I thought "what a bunch of whiners". If they had actually listened to what Joe said (or in some cases, tried to say), I thought he basically had Trump on the defensive all night. Trump was always coming from a negative position, having to defend the accusations Biden made, and while I won't pretend Biden had a great night, Trump's was just as bad, showing once again that he is the biggest A-Hole in America.

I am not generally a Gavin Newsom fan, nor a fan of VP Harris, but I thought both did a great job of backing Joe against pricks like Anderson Cooper, who were calling for Biden's head in post-debate interviews. Newson and Harris (surprise, surprise) showed true Marine Corp semper fi spirit, with fiery rebuttals to left-wing whining, and that's what Democrats have always needed: faithfulness and toughness.

Don't get me started on the subject of dementia. I was caregiver for 20 years and dealt with dementia in many stages in different people, and it grinds me down big time when people who likely know little to nothing about the disease start pontificating. Dementia is, in most cases, a long, slow process, and at no point does it interfere with a person's intelligence. One of my two upcoming books will deal with that subject, of how the human spirit (excuse me) trumps dementia every single time. And if you saw Joe Biden's speech the following day, at a campaign rally, he was fiery and competent. That is dementia also. There are many, many good days. I would say he can do the job for four more years, no problem. I would also say that his handlers over-coached him for the debate, which made his stutter prominent as he struggled to remember all their prompts and instructions. As Ben Meidas said (on The Meidas Touch, Youtube) "they should've let Joe be Joe", the same "c'mon, man!" Corvette driving, aviator shade wearing, ice cream cone slurping Uncle Joe that we all know and love.

And keep in mind that this is The Rightest Wing Man in America who is telling you all of this. Me, the guy who championed Biden in 2020, then denounced his administration after it went Woke and inflation soared. But I'll take Joe in a heartbeat over Donald Trump. I'll take Joe, dementia and all. He'll have good days and bad, mostly good for a long time, because a person with dementia is not always under the pressure of a debate stage. As Ben Meidas put it, "the Presidency isn't a series of two-minutes answers." In the Oval Office or the situation room, where Biden is comfortable, he can take as long as he likes (or needs) to mull over decisions, and again - and this is crucial to know about dementia - it does not affect a person's intelligence. So, to the pundits and whiners, I say "get off Joe's case". I thought he did okay in the debate. Not great, but Trump was just as bad, and all Trump did was lie and talk BS. So get off Joe's case, because no one can take his place at this late stage anyway, except Hillary, and she won't do it. Well anyhow...

 Having finished Stephen King's "You Like It Darker", I am now reading a fascinating book called "The New Science of Heaven" by Robert Temple, which deals with the little-known study of plasma physics. Among the researchers who work in that field, the concensus is that plasma, an ultra-fine and invisible form of matter made up of ions (in this case, incomplete atoms missing an electron) makes up 99% of all the matter in the Universe. This is in direct opposition to the conclusions of most 20th century physicists, who collectively stated that outer space is empty. As an aside, in reading the evidence, it seems to me that what they are now calling plasma (a coined word) was what was once called the aether (or ether). The aether (I prefer the esoteric spelling) is often associated with the spirit world, especially as the medium for the manifestation of spirits, and in the book, Robert Temple attributes the entire phenomenon to plasma, suggesting that the plasma world may constitute God and The Other Side all in an ionised state of matter. I, of course, would not accept such a generalised view (feeling it "too New Age") but Temple, being an astronomer, gets more specific. He begins by telling the reader about the Kordylewski clouds that lie on either side of the space between the Earth and Moon. Temple speculates that these plasma clouds have intelligence (don't scoff, just read the book), and to back up his assertion, he goes on to describe what is called "dusty plasma", how it generates atomic matter out of "nothing", how it spontaneously assembles into "clumps" which eventually become ultra-fine clouds in space, and how space contains "compartments" or cavities much like the human body has cavities for all its major organs. And the clouds (and any "dusty plasma" formations) have multi-faceted, non-linear (non-linked and independent), inner electrical systems consisting of filaments that act as wiring, much like the human brain has synapses that allow thought processes.

To me, all of this is intuitive, because I see the whole world as one big Spirit Volume. Temple talks about plasma because it is a new scientific discovery, but anyone with strong intuition can feel the spiritual world all around us, and as he shows, it is in fact The Larger World. Our material (or "atomic") world only accounts for 1% of the Universe. So the spirit world is all around us. All you have to do is feel it. 

Like anyone, I have experienced terrible grief when a loved one has crossed over to the other side, but that grief has always been ameleorated, after the passage of time, by the knowledge that the loved one in question has not left me in the slightest, but in fact is still here. Usually, that reassurance comes from the person themself. Our loved ones haven't "died", they've just gone invisible, into the Plasma State. And, they haven't gone inaudible! If you pay attention you can sometimes hear them subaurally. But you have to Want To, and it is important that you give your love for them free reign, for that is what was always wanted and hoped for, by God especially. 

Robert Temple goes on to talk about the phenomenon of ball lightning. I'm up to page 50, and this is where the book becomes a personal mindblower, because ball lightning, as a plasma, very closely resembles something I witnessed at the Wilbur Wash during that infamous incident in September 1989. I won't say too much, but Temple talks about the phenomenon of spontaneous-combustion, or self-combustion (i.e. people burning up while their clothes and even their skin remain intact). I've seen that happen, have personally witnessed it, and it was horrible - like the person got microwaved. But in this case, the plasma came from a weapon. It wasn't ball lightning. Temple theorizes that ball lightning may be a form of drone, like an "inspection device" for the Intelligent Clouds. Think of the countless "foo fighters" reported by airmen during World War 2, and keep in mind that I am condensing what Temple says for brevity. I heard about his book from Dr. Joe Farrell, who quoted Temple in his own mindblowing book, last year's "The Demon in the Ekur". Give both books a look if you want to get Way Out There, and don't forget The Way-Outs on The Flintstones...

In music news, I discovered a new band this week: Kraan, one of the few groups that slipped through the cracks at College Records, simply because the clerks didn't play 'em. Kraan is one of those German prog-rock bands like Can and Amon Duul who later became collectively known as Krautrock. They all got lumped into a pile, maybe because most of the bands had a jammy feel to their music as if they were still in the experimental stage or stuck in the '60s. It is true that Germany did not produce bands of the English caliber like Genesis, King Crimson and ELP, nor, in general, were they a match for the best of Italian prog: PFM, Le Orme, Banco, Locanda Delle Fate. But a couple groups rose above the German prog pack: Magma, and, as I have just discovered, Kraan.

For some reason, their name popped into my head when I was looking for something to listen to while reading. I've been on a Progressive Rock quest as you know, venturing into the far reaches. I've even tried to listen to Henry Cow for the nineteenth time (still a no-go), but this time my brain said "Kraan", and I said "what the hey" and I Youtubed them and found an album cover I remembered from College. It shows a pretty girl painted on a blue backround with the Kraan logo in red. Stamped over the girl's forehead is the wacky German album title: "Andy Nogger". Now, I don't know why anyone would name an album "Andy Nogger", but I clicked play, and within a minute I knew I had a winner. Man, these guys are good. The bass player is outstanding. They're labled as jazz rock, but that's not accurate, nor is Krautrock, though they do have both elements. But while they are groove-driven, the melodic, progressive factor is so strong that I'd put them closer to Soft Machine than Can, and more infectious than Soft Machine, who were not song oriented. I liked "Andy Nogger" so much that I put on "Wintrup" next, then after my walk I listened to Kraan's first album. Three great ones! A new discovery! And the thing is, I can see the cover of "Andy Nogger" sitting right there on the College Records wall. Why the fellas didn't play it, I don't know. They didn't play any of the German bands. Not polished enough, I guess. Well anyhow, I have to add all three albums to my Must Buy list, which is gonna take awhile because many of these recents CDs I've mentioned (like FM, Camel, et al) are rare and thus expensive (minimum 20 bucks ) and I have to be judicious with my spending. But boy, if you have some extra change and you are a progressive rock fan, check out Kraan. They aren't just another shroomed-out German jam band, but top-level musicians...

More music: This week, I got the new Alcest album delivered from Amazon: "Les Chants de l'Aurore" ("The Songs of Dawn"). I am always excited for a new album from Neige and Winterhalter, so I put it on immediately, and wow! I was transported back to 2012, when "Les Voyages de l'ame" was released. The music is reminiscent of that lighter period in the band's history, after the more recent and absolutely skull-crushing metal of "Kodama"(2016) and "Spiritual Instinct"(2019). When Alcest started out, they made records that focused mostly on their melodic side and "heavenly" vocals from Neige, sung in French. These dreamy melodies were laced with harder elements like black-metal riffing and drumming, and Neige's patented "harsh vocals", which are the screamed equivalent to Mikael Akerfeldt's death vocals in Opeth. In 2014, Alcest made a full-on "shoegaze" album called "Shelter" (the only one with an English title), which eschewed the harsh sound that made them famous. It was a good album but sounded forced to me, like an homage to Neige's heroes, the band Slowdive. When "Shelter" did not do as well as expected, he went in the other direction and delivered "Kodama" and "Spiritual" four years apart, two of the blackest black metal albums on record. On this new record, they've returned to their early sound, of lighter, layered chord voicings in the treble register, with Winterhalter pummelling in the background, and Neige's choral voice atop. But there are also moments you've never heard from Alcest before, like a piano ballad that made me think of Elizabeth. I'm fibbing a bit on that one, or underplaying it, because I always think of Elizabeth when I listen to Alcest, and it was she who covered "Autre Temps" on piano, and it was she who became a great artist in her own right, and now here is Neige doing his own piano ballad, but Elizabeth was first. She has no doubt long-since stopped reading this blog, but on the off chance, I say, as always, "you rule, Elizabeth!"

Last night I watched a Montgomery Clift classic: "The Heiress"(1949), for which Olivia DeHavilland won the Best Actress Oscar in the title role. She plays the spinster daughter of a wealthy physician in Washington Square, New York. The movie looks shot on location, but if not, the sets are fantastic. It looks like 1840s New York. The great Ralph Richardson plays Olivia's father, who sees his daughter as dull-witted and charmless, a Plain Jane by nature. At best, he patronizes her, but never compliments her even on her one talent, crocheting. On the other hand, her lively and kind Aunt Livinia, who lives with them, is always encouraging her to attend the social gatherings at which she (Livinia) is a butterfly. Olivia does her best to avoid the parties because she's shy and quite happy being that way, but her father reluctantly wants her to marry and Aunt Lavinia is happy to help.

At one of these outdoor dances, Olivia is introduced to "Morris Townsend" (Monty), an impossibly handsome young man who has just returned from Europe. He is well-spoken, outgoing, and fills up Olivia's empty dance card that night. She is flummoxed by the attention from such a good-looking beau, and Monty comes to the house to visit her the next day. Director William Wyler cuts to the chase at this point, and Monty is soon proposing to Olivia, who at first finds it hard to believe he really loves her. In an ingenious performance move, De Havilland physically leans backward, away from Clift, every time he gets close. She is very uncomfortable with romance and wonders why he likes her, especially because her dad has done everything he can to quell any expectations. He has kept her in her place for her entire life, promising her his wealth to inherit, as long as she doesn't cross him. Dad is the real villian here.

As for Monty, because of Wyler's camera angles, and the way he cuts Monty's scenes, we have a feeling Monty is a cad, but it's not 100% clear. Olivia's father takes an instant disliking to him, all because Monty tells a story of blowing his own savings in Europe and never having a real job. Dad thus considers him an "idler" and a "mercenary" towards his daughter, but it's not her feelings he really cares about, it's the affront of a slick suitor trying to get at her inheritance money, which is really his money. Dad sees Monty as trying to rip him off through his daughter, who he sees as a loser. And Monty may well be a cad, but it's for the individual viewer to decide. One of the great performances in the film is from Miriam Hopkins as Aunt Livinia. Hopkins went from a being a peer and competitor to Bette Davis to playing character roles, but she was a fine actress, and here she conspires with Monty not only to win over her neice Olivia but Olivia's father also. However, the latter is a cynic and not to be swayed. Toward the end of the movie, he loses his cool and tells his daughter what he really thinks of her: "No man would want you! You're dull and have no talent. So why has this handsome gent chosen you? For your money and only for that reason! He doesn't love you, no one could because youre unloveable!" It's a cruel assessment, and it hardens Olivia, who tells Aunt Lavinia that she shall never speak to her father again. She will marry Monty, and to hell with her inheritance. But when Monty hears about this, that there is no longer any money involved with the romance, he ditches Olivia and goes to California.

The movie turns here, and I won't reveal anymore, except to say that Monty has a rationale for his departure and ultimately tries to explain himself to Olivia. The final scene is one of the greatest in all of cinema. Go to the IMDB comments and see how many 10/10 ratings this movie has. It's a must-see, and one of the greatest acting movies of the Golden Age. I first saw it about 20 years ago (once again at my Mom's behest) and I have never forgotten the final shot and the final scene. This is one of my favorite Montgomery Clift performances because he treads the boderline between sincerity and phoniness. And, as always he's paired with an all star cast.  

That's all I have for the moment. In our next blog, if I am lucky I may have a "book report" for you. I've been tracking the delivery of my proof copy and it's now supposed to arrive by July 3rd. Fingers crossed! Thanks for reading and Happy 4th of July coming up.  

Monday, June 24, 2024

June 24, 2024

 Hi folks, and Happy Summer. I hope your's is off to a good start. I went to see Todd Rundgren on the Summer Solstice (June 20) at The Saban Theater in Beverly Hills. Grimsley went with. 'Twas a straight shot getting down there; no traffic on the 405 south at 6 pm, then a nice drive on Wilshire Boog through BH to The Saban. Free street parking, which always rules.

Todd went on at 8:10 and played until 10:17, 24 songs including encore. He never spoke to the audience except at the end, to introduce his band, which included longtime members Kasim Sultan on bass and backing vocals and Prairie Prince on drums. He also had a woodwind player for the first time, at least that I've seen him. Let's see...how many times have I seen Todd now? I guess the first time was with Utopia (on the "Ra" tour) at the Santa Monica Civic, which Google tells me was on April 7, 1977. That was when he had that big steel-framed pyramid on stage and he ascended it, while playing guitar, with the help of a grappling hook. Then I saw him solo (as Todd, with backing band) at his famous Roxy shows in May 1978. Those shows got turned into a live album ("Back to the Bars"), and I know I went to at least two of them (my photo of Todd shredding on guitar was taken at one of those Roxy shows). I next saw him at The Country Club in Reseda on December 29, 1981. Lilly was with me, and then we saw Ozzy with Randy Rhoads two nights later on New Year's Eve and went to the after-party, a legendary night to end a legendary year.

Google says that Utopia played The Country Club in November 1982. I was fully metallized by then, and I wasn't really following Todd or the band after they made "Swing to the Right", but I'm sure I saw that one. I never would've missed Utopia playing in Reseda. Still, I don't recall it clearly except for Roger Powell and his bank of synths. Lillian, did we go to that show?

After that, I didn't see Todd for over seven years, until January 17, 1990 at The Wiltern. I think he had a choir with him that time. Lilly was definitely at that show. Pat went with us. But then...

...I didn't see Todd Rundgren for 26 years! Holy smokes. Well, what can I tell ya. "Life, Yosemite" as Shecky would say, and he has the same birthday as Todd, so it's appropriate, and HBD to both on June 22nd.

But in 2016, Todd announced a free show at Pershing Square in Downtown L.A., so I went (with Grim), and I didn't know what to expect, because he'd been making these sort of "homemade", computer-based albums for many years, using a drum machine, all electronic, no guitar, but at Pershing Square he had a real band, and he played a mix of classic material and his post-1980s stuff, and all of it sounded incredible. He had this new green Strat that he's used ever since, which he absolutely wailed on. Most surprisingly, his voice sounded as good as ever, and he was 68 then. Last Thursday he was two days from turning 76 (and Shecky from turning 68).

At the Saban, he played an eclectic set, this time made up almost entirely of his newer material. Of the 24 songs, I only knew about ten, but everything sounded fabulous as always. I've seen Todd five times since that Pershing Square show: on New Year's Eve 2016, then again in 2017, 2018 (the Utopia reunion show) and 2019, and then at The Saban, so that makes about a dozen times all told (give or take). As far as live performers go, I've said to Grim that Todd is among the candidates to be The Last Man Standing; I think it'll either be him, Alice Cooper or Sparks...

Last night I watched Montgomery Clift in "The Big Lift"(1950), which is about the American airlift of food and supplies into postwar Berlin after the Soviets tried blockading the city. I'd seen the movie once before but had forgotten about the blockade. The Soviets were prepared to starve the citizens. Monty plays an Air Force sergeant assigned to the airlift, which is facilitated with C-47 Troop Carriers. He and Paul Douglas are among the few professional actors in the film. A screen card reads: "Everyone else in uniform is a member of the Unites States Armed Forces."

This is a great movie on so many fronts. We are shown much aerial footage of the C47s in action, particularly the hazardous landing approach they have to make onto a makeshift Berlin landing strip, coming in right on top of tall stone apartment blocks. 

Monty wants to see Berlin and is unhappy when told he has to stay on the tarmac with his  plane, which will make many return trips from the USAF base in England. It is clear that the Russkies want Germany for themselves, hence the attempted blockade of Berlin, but America has put its foot down and you really get a good overview of the reasons for the Cold War here, and in real-time 1950. However, the American radio press is in the city, wanting a story on the airlift. A host interviews Monty, who trades the request for pass to leave the airport. The radio host arranges to get him a leave, and while sightseeing, he meets the beautiful "Frederica" (Cornell Borchers), a war widow and part of a German women's group who wish to thank the American sevicemen who are bringing them food and medical supplies. Monty asks to see her again and soon falls in love. Paul Douglas plays a Polish-American sergeant, an expert air traffic controller (and this is another fascinating aspect of the film because they show you the real thing), who hates Germans because he was a prisoner of war. However, he too can't resist the pull of female companionship, and he has a "schatzi" on the side just like Monty does. The difference is that Douglas treats his gal the way Jackie Gleason treats Alice. His portrayal walks a fine line between bitter and sympathetic, but in the end his cynical eye saves Monty a lot of heartache. Monty's relationship with Frederica has them running around on a Berlin escapade: befriending a wacky Russian spy, hiding from Navy MPs. Monty ultimately wants to marry Frederica and bring her home to the US, but she has a secret that is ultimately uncovered by Paul Douglas.

The whole thing was shot on location in Berlin, so, as with "Judgement at Nuremburg", you see the utter destruction of a major German city.

While Monty doesn't have much to do dramatically (except at the end), this is one of my favorite of his movies. He's young here, and natural (like in "Red River"), and appears to be having a good time just making the movie. 

Besides him and Douglas, and the ladies of the plot (and the comedic Russian spy), there are dozens of interesting moments that belong to the amateur actors of the USAF and Navy. Half the movie is theirs, and all are great, especially in the numerous flying scenes. This is a movie that feels like you are living it as you watch. There is so much going on. We used to talk about "packing a script" with "a ton of stuff" when we watched our 60 minute westerns. They do the same thing here in a two hour movie. I think it's a classic, and a historical record also...

More music:  I got a very cool Youtube recommendation the other day for Spanky and Our Gang. Remember them? They were a Sunshine Pop act during the brief heyday of that subgenre, 1966-68, and they sounded like a combination of The Mamas and the Papas and The Association. I loved that kind of music as a 7 year old, and of course, so did the whole world (or at least the American pop market). You might remember the song "I'd Like to Get to Know You", and if you don't recall the title I guarantee you'll remember the melody and Spanky's vocal. Listen also to "Sunday Will Never Be the Same" or "Lazy Day", or better yet, watch Spanky and Our Gang perform all three songs on The Ed Simian Show. 1967 was an especially interesting year for pop culture, with flower power exploding. It was kind of an isolated year as the 60s go; it had it's own vibe. Whereas 1965 was marred by massive rioting and social unrest, and 1966 was better but the music was Dylanish and folkie, 1967 was the first psychedelic year, and that did not have to mean LSD. Watch Youtube clips from Simian and other shows. Look at the sets and clothing for clean-cut acts like Spanky or The Strawberry Alarm Clock, or Sonny and Cher. They look like something out of Alice in Wonderland. That was the 1967 Vibe: colorful clothes, love-ins, flower power, and Sergeant Pepper. What a great year, and without the introspection of '66 or the political unrest of '68. 1967 was a Pop Island, and groups like Spanky and Our Gang and The Association led the way. Speaking of the latter, I am a big fan of The Association, who were huge for about three years, and made some of the greatest pop songs ever conceived...

I've been reading Stephen King's new short story collection "You Like It Darker". First of all, I love how he has a statement for a title, and it's obviously directed at the reader. But on second glance, it may be a question (even without a question mark), because on the back cover he uses it as a tag line: "You like it darker? Fine, so do I." Meaning: : "Get ready for some very scary stories, even moreso than usual." One toward the end, entitled "Rattlesnakes", actually brings back a hint of Cujo the dog and is one of the most skin-crawling things he's ever written. There's also a great one called "Two Talented Bastids" involving aliens appearing before two hunters in a Maine forest. If you like short stories, you can't beat Stephen King. A little light-hearted reading for your Summer afternoons. I'm also looking forward to Paul Tremblay's "Horror Movie"...

And that's about all for tonight. Next time we'll have the debate to dissect and howl over. It should be a hoot. And it won't be long until Trump is sentenced, so we have that to look forward to, also (even though it will be appealled). And Lulu tells me I should be receiving the proof copy of my book between July 6th and 14th, so there's that, too. Stay tuned. 

Tuesday, June 18, 2024

June 18, 2024

Well, I did it. After much trial-and-error (and some tribulation), I uploaded my book to Lulu, and today I ordered a proof copy. That's the copy you order for yourself first, to "proof it" for any mistakes and make sure it looks good in it's printed form before you offer it for sale. The total cost, with shipping and tax, was 32 bucks (yikes), but that's about what was expected, and it's a long book with a beautiful cover so you'll get your money's worth and remember: it's only the cost of two fast food meals, so if you skip those you'll come out even. Hopefully I will receive my proof copy in the mail in a week or so, and if everything looks good, I will post a link here at the blog where you can buy it if you wish. We will call that the "soft launch", just for folks here at the blog. I will give you the book's title and a synopsis then also, once I confirm the quality of the proof copy. Fingers crossed more than ever! After the "soft launch" (similar to a "soft opening" for a Disneyland ride), I will be setting things up as best as possible for an "official release date", which will be in late August for a specific reason. That will give me about two months to make a Facebook page and anything else I can think of. As mentioned before, my first goal is to sell 100 copies, then jump exponentially to 1000. That's not easy because I don't know 1000 people (heck, I'm not sure I even know 50, even counting acquaintances and friends of friends and friends of relatives), so the key will be just one or two people buying from out of state, or even just people who don't know me, and then word-of-mouth from there. The hardcover is expensive, so I'm not expecting a bestseller (until I get to the paperback next year, lol), but if I can sell 100 hardcovers....as Paul McCartney said, "That Would Be Something", and since today is Sir Paul's birthday, I feel that is serendipitous.

So, enough fanfare. I will let you know when I get the proof copy, and I will then give you the Lulu purchasing link and a synopsis. The book ultimately came in at 442 pages, and as noted, I've put my all into writing it. It's fun, it's weird, it's heartfelt and I hope you like it.

The blogs of late are mostly music, which I realize might be boring if you aren't a progressive rock fan, but we must press on. Sooner or later there will be other things to write about. 

Recently, I listened to Triumvirat's "Illusions on a Double Dimple" for the first time in at least 30 years. When it came out in 1974, we all thought it was an instant classic, even though the band sounded like an ELP clone. I liked their follow-up, too: "Spartacus"(1975), but then Triumvirat slowly dropped off my radar, and if you had asked me ten years ago what I thought of "Dimple", I'd probably have said it wouldn't be as good as I remembered (because of the ELP clone-thing), but do you know what? Having just re-listened, I think it is a good album. It does hold up 50 years later (holy smoke, a freaking half-century), and the reason is that it just plain sounds good. Is it worthy of being called an all-timer? Perhaps not. But it holds up, and the group's leader, keyboard player Jurgen Fritz, wrote the music when he was 20 years old. I liked "Double Dimple" enough to revisit "Spartacus", and it, too, stands the test of time, and is good enough to be considered a minor classic. It's funny how perceptions change, then change back to the original impression. I loved Triumvirat when they came out, then by the end of the '70s I thought they were passe, and they faded from mind for almost 50 years, and now they're back again and I need to buy their CDs. Do they sound like ELP? Indeed they do, every time the guy plays organ, and even in the overall sense. But as with Starcastle and Yes, it doesn't matter because it's just great music, and if you ever liked Triumvirat yourself, you will be in for a nice surprise if you give these two albums a re-listen. As for myself, I am gonna check out "Pompeii" next. I don't remember it from it's release date of 1976, perhaps I'd quit on Triumvirat by then, but Wiki tells me they had Curt Cress on drums by that time, and - again - if you are a hard-core progressive rock fan, you know him as the amazing drummer from Passport, the German jazz-rock troupe featuring the legendary Klaus Doldinger on saxophone. Passport had some cool-looking albums covers that you may also remember. Curt Cress was in his early 20s on all those records, including when he played with Triumvirat. 

I had a bit of a spending frenzy over the weekend, buying concert tickets for Alice Cooper and Judas Priest, and even Sammy Hagar if you can believe it. Grim and I are going because it's Sammy's tribute to Van Halen, with Joe Satriani on guitar. I have to be careful because it's easy to get thrown off track by thoughts of Summer activity, and I need to stay in Writer's Mode, since I have another book that is 2/3rds complete and I have to jump right back into it, to have it published in 2025. You can't write and also have fun, haha. When you write, writing is your fun. You have you keep your story in your head at all times, otherwise you're just fooling around. That's how it is for me, anyway, and it took me a long time to achieve this level of focus. So, while I will enjoy myself this Summer, at concerts and at Disneyland and in my daily routine, I will maintain a nose-to-the grindstone attitude with respect to my goals, no matter where I am. 

Musically speaking, I'm on a roll at the moment. Other recent albums include "Wonderworld" by Uriah Heep, "Nexus" by Argent, and "Rajaz" by Camel. I've been listening to the later Camel albums lately, in honor of Pat, who crossed the threshhold almost exactly a year ago. Camel was one of his favorite bands, and mine too, but he stuck with them after Peter Bardens left and I didn't. I mean, I bought "I Can See Your House From Here"(1979), and even "Nude" in 1981. But then the 80s happened, and it was Metal Time, and hard rock, with Van Halen, and Rainbow and Rush. Gone were the days of bands like Camel, for me, at least, but not for Pat. He kept listening, and now I see why. They made some brilliant records with the later lineups, even as late as 1999. If you've ever been a Camel fan, check out their next-to-last album, "Rajaz", recorded in 1999. I heard it for the first time last night, and while it doesn't sound like classic-era Camel, it retains the Latimer half of that sound. I think it was Peter Bardens who made them rock, and when they jammed on the longer tunes in the early 1970s, like "Lady Fantasy", that is the Camel we all remember. When Bardens left, and Andy Latimer had full control, he made more melancholy sounding records: slow, sad and bluesy, but without sacrificing that symphonic Camel signature. He was always the vocalist anyway, and because he had a distinctive voice, it is the link between eras for the band. His mornful vocals are the constant thread running through the classic and later eras. And of course, so is his guitar. Few players have ever been as expressive. Listen to his playing (and extended solos) on "Rajaz" and then run out and buy the album. You can find a few copies on discogs. com, though they're a bit pricey.

I think of Pat a lot because he was a close friend for half-a-century, and also because he was the only person I knew who was a progressive music fanatic like myself. Our other friends liked a few bands here and there, but Pat and I were a combined Encyclopedia of Prog, and we listened regularly. In later years, I think I even carried the torch somewhat, when he veered off into Ryan Adams territory. But it was Pat who led the way back in 1973, and it was Pat who introduced me to all the great prog bands, including Camel. He was also a huge Uriah Heep fan, and as you know, I now regard them among the Mount Rushmore of hard rock, up there with Deep Purple and Black Sabbath.

As for Argent, mentioned above, I did not follow them, but I always remembered their album "Nexus" because of the song "The Coming of Kohoutek", about a comet by that name that passed through the sky in 1973. The song was short, mostly an organ solo (and in retrospect not that great), but it was such a cool title, and the rest of the album was excellent. One of the clerks at College played it (Jon, I think), and I never forgot it. Over the years, I learned that keyboardist Rod Argent had been in The Zombies and wrote legendary songs like "She's Not There", and "Time of the Season", and in Argent the band he had a big hit with "God Gave Rock n' Roll to You". Their guitarist Russ Ballard became a songwriter-for-hire, and wrote some great tunes for Rainbow, including "Since You've Been Gone" and "I Surrender".... 

I don't have a Montgomery Clift movie this week, but I did watch "Imitation of Life"(1934) over the weekend. It was one of my Mom's favorite movies (which is how I heard of it), and it stars Claudette Colbert and Louise Beavers as two widows trying to make ends meet during the Depression. Both have troubled young daughters who give the story its melodrama. As the movie opens, Beavers knocks on Colbert's door, looking for a job. She is black and works as a housekeeper. Colbert tells her she has no money for herself, let alone to hire a maid. Beavers then says she'll work for room and board, just to have a roof over her head. Claudette agrees, and the two women become friends and allies. It turns out that Louise is a great cook with a secret family recipe for pancakes. Everyone who stops by the house likes them, so Colbert, with her business sense, suggests they open a cafe and they do, in a storefront. It's an instant success, and regular customer Ned Sparks suggests they market the pancake mix in stores. As a side note, Sparks was a genius comic who surely influenced later generations, including people like Jim Carrey and the SNL casts. He is reason alone to see the movie. And his suggestion is a good one; the pancake mix takes off (selling like hotcakes, haha) and soon the two women are rich, living in a mansion. Colbert tells Louise she has enough money to buy her own mansion now, but Louise doesn't want to break up the team. Claudette is the only family she has, because now ten years have passed and her daughter has grown into a rebellious teen who "doesn't want to be black". And that's what the movie is all about, the idea of "passing for white" among light-skinned black people in the early 20th century. The actress Fredi Washington, who plays Beavers' daughter as an 18-year-old, is incredible, but the role is a heartbreaker because she's ashamed to be seen with her mother, even though Louise is now wealthy and beloved as a sort of Aunt Jemimah celebrity. And Claudette's teenage daughter (Rochelle Hudson) has her own issues, falling in love with her mother's fiancee, causing more heartbreak.

All four of the main actresses are excellent, but it's Louise Beavers' movie. Everyone has heard of Hattie McDaniel but not this lady, who should've gotten a Best Actress Oscar for her portrayal. I don't want to get on my soapbox, but it irks me when guys like Spike Lee decry these roles of the past, and when products and trademarks like Aunt Jemimah and Uncle Ben are cancelled. If anything, they are business role models for anyone of any color, and to achieve what they did so long ago is amazing. More importantly, they are positive role models, much more so than folks like P. Diddy or Cardi B. My Mom had me buy this DVD twenty years ago and we watched the movie together a couple times. She always made it a point to note the performance of Louise Beavers (a fellow Cincinnatian). It's a great film and there are two versions, both on the same DVD.The second one is a 1954 reconfiguration of the original, starring Lana Turner and Juanita Moore in the lead roles. The remake was directed by Douglas Sirk and is also tremendous, but watch the original first. 

And that's basically all I know for tonight. I've been involved in the technical aspect of book creation for over two months now, so it will be fun to get back to good old first-draft writing, where you can just wing it and let the words have free reign, before you have to polish them into sentences, paragraphs and chapters. 

At least I know know how to format a book and upload the files now. In the process I learned Google Docs (simple) and Microsoft Word (fairly simple but less user friendly) and even designing on Canva and uploading files to Lulu (difficult but doable) and all of it will be much easier on the next go-round. I even learned how to request permission to re-print copyrighted material and was granted that permission, so here I go on completing Book #2, which should prove interesting, given the subject matter. Stay tuned.