I Love You! (more added)

My Beautiful Elizabeth,

I saw the photo you just posted. If you meant it symbolically, it is so wonderful, and all I can tell you is that's exactly what I want : I want to marry you, and then we can have a baby. That part would of course be whenever (and if) you wanted to. But it's my dream, for us to have our own wonderful family, just like the people in the picture. I Love You So Much, my Darling.
I have to take Pearl to the hairdresser in a few, but I wanted to tell you that right away. Big hug and kiss, back in a while.... :):)

4:15pm : Hi my Darling. I am writing from the Northridge libe for the first time in many weeks. I picked Pearl up late from the hairdresser, and I didn't wanna come all the way home because I had to turn around and be right back at 4:30, in just a few minutes. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that I am gonna go with Grimsley to Pasadena tonight to see Linda Perhacs, the folksinger lady who got us into the Opeth concert. She is playing one of those free concerts in the park, like the Jimmy Webb one I went to a few weeks ago. They are sponsored by Levitt Pavillions. The Jimmy Web show was at MacArthur Park, and this one is at some park in Pasadena, which is about 25 miles away, just past Glendale. She is playing from 9 to 9:45, according to the website, so I should be back by around 11pm, after dropping Grim off. So, I will be back when I get home. I hope your day has been good. I have been thinking about you, and about us, all day. Back in a while..... 

11:30pm : I'm back from Pasadena. It was a nice concert. Linda Perhacs had six musicians backing her, one gal she mentioned had sung on the Pink Floyd "Pulse" tour. I had never really heard her music, except for a couple songs on Youtube, but it was good, with a lot of vocal layering and multi-part harmonies. All very spiritually influenced, and influenced by nature as well. There were a few hundred people there. Pasadena is an old Southern California town, and with "old money" like Beverly Hills. It's where the Rose Bowl is located. Caltech, too. I've only been out there a handful of times in my life, and it's a completely different vibe than the Valley, but it was nice to visit. I was listening to the music, you know, and I wasn't familiar with it, but it was a nice evening, with the sky turning purple on a Summer night, and the amplified concert sound always increases the aural effect, and Elizabeth............

I so much wanted you to be there. We should resolve that it is gonna happen, next summer for sure, or whenever you think. 

Just sitting there in the park, thinking my thoughts. Grimsley was elsewhere, he doesn't like to sit up close, so I was by myself. But in the grip of the music, surrounded by the night sky, I tried to will us to be together. What I know is that, if we believe it will happen, it will happen. And then, at some point, not too far in the future, we will make it happen. What we know, also, is that there are a million ways to do things, and we are two very creative and inventive people. But on nights like these - just simple, Summer nights - we have got to be together to share them. So, we will look forward with optimism to making it happen. I want what you want, a life of love and family and of sharing all good things. So that life will be ours.

The power of intuitive communication is our ally, and through it, you are in my arms right now. We are going to will this to happen, and as we already know, it won't be difficult because all the basic building blocks are already in place.

I Love You, Elizabeth. I want what you want, and we are going to have an awesome life together.

I will see you in the morn, but tonight let's hold on to each other and imagine the future together.

:):) Family.